便利贴男孩的故事

好久不见

2011-08-26T00:27:00.002+10:00

是啊真的是好久都没有写部落格了我想这里因该还有我的容身之地吧！！！考完预考已经有两星期了可是我的心却还不能定下来读书，感觉上很想放弃了，也许这就是我逃避的方法。我告诉自己很多次不可以再逃，可偏偏总是一而再，再而三直到我自己都不知道该怎么站起来了。可是我这一路走来的路是我很坚持地走下来，我真的真的很不想看到我建立的路就这么倒了，那不是功亏一篑？？？还有八星期我的判决书就要下来了。再那之前，我知道我必须撑着不能给它倒，可是却是个好难的方法....

林起靖你付出了这么多就是要争这口气因为你再也不想被欺负，再也不想给人看扁。那种感觉是多么不好受，你再也不要因为经济上的困难阻止你去做你很想要而且又是非常喜欢的事情，记得你是多么的讨厌现在的生活，而且你再也不要再回到这样的生活。

我不是不愿意帮人而是帮了之后有些人反而会得寸进尺，很喜欢利用我。这是我超讨厌的事情！！！！因为害怕被人欺负，选择用另一种方式来防卫自己。

我想这些点子就是一个可以让我撑下去的工具。好吧林起靖，只剩八星期，让最后的中学生涯活得更有意义，更精彩吧！！！！写出自己的天空！！！总有一天我很想要让那些瞧不起我的人刮目相看！！！！！

No title

2010-10-02T00:26:00.002+10:00

Seriously I have no idea what I want to write. I just realised that I have not write in English for ages.So for this post I decide to present it in English. Holiday has been alright as I did more exciting activities and bring more enjoyment on myself than previous holiday.

Many teachers told to me relax during this holiday but actually I have been relaxing for the entire term. I was very busy with assessments and school stuffs. Although it was driving me crazy but i enjoy being busy as this will occupy my free time and make my life "not so boring". I kinda feel bad for people complaining their life is "boring". This is because our lives is determined by ourselves. It is us who want to amend our lifestyle to live better or choose to continue living as a "boring" person.

I thought I no need to go for tuition after I arrived at Sydney but the truth is that I NEED to go for tuition. Even though I dislike tuition but in order to survive in such a competitive world, I came to realise that tuition is a basic necessity in today's society.

The key point of this blog is that I came to realise friendship. A true friendship is very difficult to find or achieve. Everyone can be somebody's friend but how many people could go into another person's shoes and fully empathise a friend when he/she needs help from you. The answer is only a few could help you or even nobody could help you. That is worst but I came to accept this bad situation, overcome it and move on with my life.

Sometimes I realised I am a loser not because I did not get the position as a prefect but its that I am always a loser in relationship or you can say "love". I always told myself not to think of that person already. At a point, I really achieve that result but then I just could not control my feelings after that. I really hate myself to have a crush with that person. I want to get rid of it but how??? I kept telling myself I need to concentrate on my education but when I saw that person's pictures, it just kept on reminding me about the silly things or thoughts I have done previously.

I tell myself no matter what happens in the future, I will never believe in "love". I need to put in more effort with my future career path at the moment. I want to live a better lifestyle in my future. I want my family to live happier. I want to go back to Malaysia to work in the future. I want those people that look down on me to have a different look on me in the future. I want to live happily and enjoy life at the moment.

好心人士

2010-08-21T16:35:00.002+10:00

今天在回家路上看到有位同学晕倒在地上，老师们都急忙跑过去急救。我经过时看到那位同学流着鼻血而且可能不省人事。我没那么八卦我继续走我的路。同常我和我弟妹们都会在山丘上等我妈来接我们。今天我妈比较晚来载我们所以接下来那位同学的故事我都从山丘上看得很清楚。

不久之后，救护车也到达了。工作人员把那位同学台上救护车上了。我觉得可能那位同学的父亲知道他儿子晕倒了可是可能救护车里已经没位子了所以不允许那位父亲上车。于是父亲很不甘心所以跑去挡在救护车的前面不让车子往前走。最后功工作人员必须叫另一辆救护车来载那位父亲去医院。虽然我不是很同意那位父亲的做法可是我还蛮羡慕那位男孩有个这么疼爱他的父亲。

曾经我以为我对人家很好，认为怎么做就是最好的然后很情愿的以为那么做是最好的。到头来才发现原来都是我在自己浪费时间而已所以我发誓从此以后我不会再那么傻了。

最美丽的第七天

2010-07-07T17:31:00.001+10:00

人家说一星期内最美好的一天就是第七天但对我而言那第七天是个黑色的第七天因为在某一个星期日我把真相说出来了而结果也和我想的一样。既然有勇气说出来就因该要面对但我发现原来我根本没有勇气去面对那结果。可是我还是得接受结果因为一直都是我自己一厢情愿。

那已经是两三个月之前的事了现在我没事了。还有很多事我还没做还有很多事还没去完成。好了，我的生活因该重新调整调了。

沉默

2010-06-02T23:22:00.002+10:00

原谅我骗了你，没把真相告诉你。原谅我对你所做的一切，忘了我吧。看到你即将要进入你人生的高峰我也替你感到开心。我会莫莫地祝福你。原谅我没勇气告诉你事实，我宁可保持沉默，也不要让你知道真相。也许等到有一天我不在时你才知道，我会更开心。至少我不用去烦恼该如何面对你，你也不用再做任何教待。也许有时候不知真相会比较好那样我知道我因该保持怎样的态度去面对你。

学者机灵一点，注意身边的家人或朋友多一点，你可能会发现他们隐藏了多年的秘密。有些秘密是可以知道的但有些秘密一旦知道后你宁可从来都不知道因为有可能一些秘密实在太恐怖了。而我的这个秘密就是一个很恐怖的秘密所以你最好别想知道！

秘密及伪装

2010-04-28T21:45:00.003+10:00

真的很抱歉回来这么久了都还没update，上星期是考试周所以一直都很忙。考完试后，看了爱杀17，真的很好看。看了之后我才发现原来我的生活跟徐宜静真的很像。表面上看起来很单纯但认识我的人都知道我有很多秘密而为了隐藏那些秘密我把自己伪装起来。

至于我为什么把另一个自己隐藏起来是因为如果我把事实摆在眼前你们还会接受之前的我吗？所以我甘愿把邪恶的自己藏起来让大家看到一纯净的我。因此我学会了伪装，把自己装成一个乐观及什么都不在乎的人，在大家的心里留下一个天使不是恶魔。但别因为这样都我有误会，我还是很坦诚地对待大家只是不把另一个我呈现出来。

我曾经真的很想要报复那些我讨厌的人，但我发现报复绝对不是一个最佳的解决方法。老实告诉你们吧，来到这里我真的很渴望今年能成为训察员目的只有一个那就是要证明给某某人她的判断是错误的。当初歧视我在差班连给我的机会都没有，我要证明给她看她有眼无珠。但现我不再有那样的想法，我发现我的人生不直得为了她逼自己做不喜欢的事。我的人生还有很都事情要做，不直得为了这件事带来伤害。我只想要做自己喜欢做的事，因为唯有这样才能走出对的人生方向。

每当有人问我将来想做什么我都会回答“不知道”但其实我已经知道了自己以后要走的路。我害怕说出来你们会笑我所以骗了你们，真的很抱歉。还没进考场时，很多人都会跑来问我准备好了吗，我都会说没有但其实我已经读过了因为我不想被大家把我想成”神童”，我跟大家一样都是平凡人所以也很抱歉对你们说谎。

请大家看了这篇报导后对我有所误会因为每次你见到的林起靖还是林起靖，只是不把全部林起靖的内心呈现出来因为一旦呈现出来你就会知道我很恐怖。

不痛

2009-12-11T21:47:00.002+11:00

有一个好消息就是我的照相机终于找回来了！我实在是太开心了也感谢老天爷的保佑帮我把它找回来，我下次一定不可以再粗心大意了。今天我们中四也举办了毕业典礼因为我们又要进入另一个人生的旅程而且我们也考完了我们的SPM/O-level。这并不代表我们明年就会去college读书，相反的大多数的同学都会继续升学，直接去到中六因为我们这里没有PMR,只有四年的时间就考SPM/O-level，而且我们这里不流行college。

今天也是一个很特别的一天因为我们SPM/O-level的成绩终于接晓了。我的英文是最烂的不过它也是另我感到最高兴的因为那份成绩不是我预料之中。当我看到时我真的很感动，我立刻把这个消息通知我母亲而且她也感到非常满意。现在的我心里充满了许多满足感而且很期待明年的新生活，就像张韶涵在不痛这首歌的歌词一样，“带着我的骄傲高飞远走”。

好倒霉的一天

2009-12-06T15:34:00.002+11:00

在星期五，我校举办了一年一度的毕业旅行到CollaroyBeach一日游。虽然夏天已到了可是海水还是冰冷冷的，很不习惯因为在马来西亚的海水都是温暖的。海真的很美不过它只能留在我的记忆里因为我竟然粗心地把照相机留在巴士里而且是当我会到学校时才发现。我马上找老师打给巴士公司可是到现在都音讯无垠，看来已经是凶多吉少了。

如果是他们找到了故意不还回来，我也没有办法，只能怪我粗心大意，唯有看着办，走一步是一步。我很想跟他们说:"还我照相机！！！” 就像月娘在小娘惹里对陈希说；“还我鸡汤！！！”。这次的教训也告诉我下次出门一定要小心。

Yes and No

2009-12-03T22:49:00.003+11:00

Sorry for not updating so long. Anyway, I just got my learner's driver license last week. Finally can start to drive but cannot carry any passenger. I hope when I get back to Malaysia also can get L-license so that I can start to learn to drive first at Malaysia before I come back and that way, I will be more familiar to drive when I come back.

Tomorrow I will be going to a beach as our year end trip. Honestly this will be the first time I actually spend the whole day on beach and I am very exciting on this trip.

This morning a teacher told me that the account class has canceled on Wednesday next year. So there left only Tuesday class but I don't want that day because it will crush with my normal school day timetable. After discussed with my mum, I decide to drop off that subject as I am already safe for not taking add math so no need to put extra time on another subject if not I will be too tired. I don't know whether this is a good news or not but one thing for sure is that luckily I drop off add math. If not, my STPM/ A-level will be at risk.

终于结束了

2009-11-17T23:54:00.006+11:00

上周三，我的SPM已经告一段落了。真的很开心因为再也不用读生物，物理，环境科学，地理，体育，历史。想到这里，我真的很期待明年的到来因为只需要读五个科目。现在的我每天在看戏偶而看看报纸也要忙着搬家而且一定要搞定在回来之前，所以会是个很忙的星期。

谁知在周日，妈妈突然提起说从小我的历史会高过数学而我也刚好正在犹豫到底拿add math 是否是正确的决定。于是经过三思后，我决定换掉add math 再拿历史。对很多人而言，这是个很笨的决定但我真的很怕，我很害怕我会应付不了，而且开始对它产生恐惧感。可是当我读历史时，我会觉得比较有自信心所以我才决定继续读历史。可能你说我在逃避困难但你也可以说从困难中找出另一条路，给自己一个更适合的路。

一切来得好快

2009-10-23T23:37:00.008+11:00

有一天当我打开电邮时来了一封陌生的sender。在好奇心的驱使下，我打开了那封电邮结果原来我成功进入了纽希维(NEW South Wales) 的合唱团而且我们就会彩排及表演在悉尼歌剧院。我的心情是非笔墨所能形容因为我的梦想终于实现了。当初来到澳大利亚时，我就在想何时何月能进去里面看一场歌剧或在里面表演。眼看一切就要实现了，我真的好开心。

我看到了歌剧院底下的秘密通道而且在那里真的会没有见到光明一整天。另外，表演的舞台非常大而切歌厅也很壮观，实在是太完美了。

由于我彩排跟表演的时间都跟我的预考的时间撞在一起所以经过老师的讨论后我决定参加这个回来补考。我既没有损失也没有把我的考试给泡汤。这是我一辈子都无法忘记的经验，我永远都会感谢老天爷让我梦想成真。

不想懂得

2009-10-13T22:58:00.002+11:00

今天不知道为什么读起书来很没有精神, 心情不能定下来,而且很紧张,很优裕。我总觉得这次失去了当初ＰＭＲ那份冯得你死我活的志气。我不知道是什么原因，也不想知道。我只知道我现在很想去睡觉，希望明天气来精神会好一点。现在的我脑袋一篇空白，也唯有精神好一点再去背书。

假期又来了

2009-10-02T20:26:00.002+10:00

这次的假期对我而言是没有假期因为我要准备我在这儿的SPM，这一切来得好快。几个月前刚来到这里，对一切都很陌生现在还要考SPM，也学到了很多新知识，变得比较机灵，不再像以前那样的无知。开始懂得为自己打算，这一切的一切证明我长大了。

现在只希望能够在SPM获得中等的成绩就够了。我已经没有精力去搞其他事情，一切结束以后才是我享受的时候。

Projects/Assignments

2009-09-29T21:44:00.003+10:00

两个都一样，我开始很讨厌做 assignment因为真的浪费很多时间在读资料。我并不是说不可以做只不过请您选一个适当的时间才给我们，好吗?还有两个星期就要考试了却偏偏选在这个时候才给assigment，您会不会看好时机？而且又并不是不知道，我们还提醒了您，您还是没有手下留情，还照样给，会不会太过分了？

算了，老师的命令唯有服从。现在只希望能够在假期前赶完它，这样假期的时候才能准备考试。希望一切能够过去，开始明年的学年，也很盼望12月19日快点到这样就可以看到你们了。最后，祝所有公教的学生考试顺利！！！！！！

Macbeth Test result

2009-08-13T23:37:00.003+10:00

OMG, can you believe it? I am the highest in my class 45.5/50 for my Macbeth test ( It is a English assessment). I was so shocked when I knew that. But, not only me but the whole class is shocked too because an Asian wined over Ang Mo's ( White People) in English. This is unbelievable for them and also for me. But, I think I can score this time because it just need memorisation and I enjoy memorising. You just need to memorise stuffs and put into it when the question comes out. So, if next time the test needs me to write an essay I think I cannot score so high any more because essay needs to be writen on the spot and you don't know what topic will come out.

Did you all know what is macbeth? Well, actually you all studied it when you were in Form One. Remember the poem "Life's Brief Candle"? It is actually taken from the Shakespeare's play Macbeth. Did you all know one thing? Actually Life's Brief Candle is not a poem, it is just one part of the character Macbeth's soliloquy (monologue). I do not know why the Malaysia Education Department put this into our literature. In my opinion, they should not put in it because it is not a poem it is one of the lines in the play. Besides that, there are no poems in the play Macbeth.

Drama Night & Busy Day

2009-08-04T22:59:00.002+10:00

Well, today is a busy day for me. Want to know why? cuz I got a Science Topic Test and this topic is damn hard, all about resources and technology so need to memorize many stuffs (more stuffs than Biology). Anyway, I still can do the test but not very well ( I think so). At last, it had over and I can take a good rest ( I hope).

Then, after I came back from school I have to change into my costume to prepare for the performance in the drama night (it is today). I did not know whether I look awkward on that costume but anyway I like it cuz my mum prepare for me. Well, I have to do a monologue at the stage. Know what is monologue? is like 自言自语 and you are talking to in front of 56 people ( I did not know the exact number of audience so just equivalent). To be honest, I am not feeling nervous when I perform. Want to know what is the story of my monologue? Well, the story siad that I love a girl but this girl is very horrible. She is very fierce, selfish, unkind and rude but I still love her. What an odd guy, right? But, in real life I will not love this kind of girl, to me, this girl is too scary and too horrible. I am really pity with my other friends cuz the forgot their lines when they perform and I hope they still can get good marks. For your information, this play is also one of our exams in the subject Drama.

Besides that, it also showed the film that we make for our another drama exam. Well, for that film I edited the most and I like it cuz it is the first time I actually act in it, shooting it and editing it. I really enjoyed editing the film cuz that time I just need to focus on the film and no need to think of anything else. I was feeling so free when I do the editing job although it really took up a lot of time in order to make it perfect.

Actually, drama is really fun( if you like acting). Every time I have drama, I feel so comfortable and I can fully develop my skills. But, unfortunately I will not choose Drama as my subject next year.

一切又要回到原点

2009-07-27T18:57:00.002+10:00

没错，两个星期的假期终于过去了，明天就要开学了。这个假期我过得很充实也很愉快。虽然我动到书本真是少之又少，但这假期我看到了澳大利亚的郊外，真的很美，我以为悉尼只是歌剧院值得去参观但我错了。原来郊外的景色跟空气才是值得去探索的！

除此之外，这个假期也把我们全家给忙透了！为了申请精英学校，我们必须整理往年的成绩跟文凭还要翻译马来文的文凭（我第一次觉得马来文是一个很废的语文）。最辛苦的还是我妈，还要帮我弟整理他的资料。而就在最后关头，打印机却偏偏坏掉，必须浪费一天的时间去买一部新的打印机。买回来之后，才发现原来之前的打印机根本没坏，只是买到了错的墨汁所以不能打印，真的是太倒霉了吧！

在这假期，我发现来了半年，我根本没有被西洋的文化影响到，我还是很爱看台湾偶像剧，还是很爱听华文歌曲（来到澳洲我很少听英文歌曲），不知道是好还是坏呢？

今天刚去了一所精英学校送出表格。那所是一所男校，位于市中心，但我告诉你那所学校超大的比公教还要大，在那儿我真的会迷路！我非常喜欢那儿的环境而且它的建筑物是彩用传统的英国式，很又特色。他的蓝球场有五六场，草场非常大，礼堂比Dewan Brother Phillipe Wu 还要大，有四个很规模的网球场。但愿明年能读在那所学校！

Anual Genral Meeting (AGM)

2009-07-18T22:07:00.004+10:00

相信大家在这几个星期内都有AGM，我认为你们每一位都会有个职位。不过，很抱歉我不能在那儿跟你们分享你们的成果跟喜悦，但我会为在这儿替你们感到高兴。昨天是LKT的AGM，很高兴能够听到郑名顺做到了财政，刘纯宁做到了主席，Choon Yap Wei 做到了秘书还有林慧婷做到了Ketua Disiplin。真的很高兴我欲算的人都得到了一个职位。

希望你们会珍惜这个职位！曾经我也是其中一份子，不过那已经是一个过去的回忆。这让我想起这首歌的歌词：

动人的旋律，由前奏之尾音，深深充满回忆与梦想。摄氏二十七度的天空..............

假期来了！

2009-07-16T13:18:00.004+10:00

我知道你们现在都在上课，但是我这里正在放着两个星期的假期而且是冬天的假期。其实，时间是过得很快的。每当你以为你还有大巴时间去做别的事情但你却错了因为时间已经在不知不觉中流掉了。

这个学期真的把我给忙透了，我几乎每天都在考试。考完了半年考试又要应付小考，真是没完没了。不过，还好现在是假期终于可以停下来了。想知道我的假期是怎样过的吗？放学一回来，我就开始看《王子变青蛙》在星期日终于看完了。过后就继续看《无敌珊宝妹》星期二就看完了。之前也看完了《公主小妹》，《败犬女王》及《牵牛花开的日子》。真是越看越爽，我什么都不用再烦。不过，我不可能把我的假期都花在电视上因为开学时又要应付小考，我也得在假期时准备准备！我也参观了悉尼市区及海滩还吃到了马来西亚食物，真的是好开心啊！虽然那些食物没有这样好吃，但致少可以让我回味回味。

这次半年考试的成绩我都很满意，唯有英文拿到50%。致少我的总平均可以去到80分，是我由始以来拿到最高的分数。这一次也让我成长不少，我觉得我已经脱胎换骨，不再是懦弱的人，开始变得坚强，要说什么就说什么，开始敢发表意见，不知道这是好事还是坏事。

众所周知，我会在2009年12月19日至2010年1月26日待在马来西亚，希望到时候可以见到你们！我非常地想念你们！

最后我还是倒了！

2009-05-21T18:46:00.002+10:00

不好意思这么久没有写博客因为我在忙着我的半年中考试今天终于靠完了但却偏偏还有两个科目。

不过，说起来这次比较特别因为我在考试期间竟然伤风加上喉咙痛。这应该是从上个星期五开始的。那天考完地理之后，我整个人头晕晕地，整个人只想好好地睡一觉，什么都不去想。睡醒之后，感觉喉咙很痛再加上一直流鼻涕，妈妈立刻泡了感冒茶及何人可茶给我喝再告诉我用盐水漱口，以为第二天会好一点，谁知越变越严重。妈妈见我这样辛苦便建议我立刻去看医生，我也同意便马上出发。现在已经好了很多。我想我应该是前几天熬夜熬出来的，真是自找麻烦！

所以，真的不可以在考试期间熬夜，临时抱佛脚。对了，祝所有公教的同学考试顺利！

母亲节

2009-05-10T22:08:00.004+10:00

今年的母亲节落在5月10日，今年比较特别因为今天也是我妹妹的生日。今天我妹妹终于八岁了！想到八年前的今天，我正在槟华读二年级。那天正好是我考试的最后天而且是星期四。那天我在考试所以没有当场看到妹妹出生，想不到转眼间她已经八岁了。想起来好像是昨天的事吧了。

我们下午去Carlingford Court 吃午餐庆祝。它是一间西餐厅，食物非常好吃但是价钱很贵，我们总共吃了一百多块是我们到这里已来吃过最贵的，但是生日是人生难忘的日子所以偶而吃这种餐厅是值得的。由于在餐厅里吃得太饱所以没有切蛋糕，我们吃了晚餐才切蛋糕。蛋糕是粉红色的而且是草莓味，我妹妹最喜欢的。但只是吃到它的甜味没吃到它的香味，好想念chocolate mint而且是Thyme Bakery做的因为我们全家都喜欢那味道而且每年只固定要那味道。

至于母亲的礼物已经在早前给了妈妈但是我弟弟真的很有心，已经买了一个杯子今天还写一张祝福卡给妈妈。在此，祝全天下的妈妈母亲节快乐！

Finally found it !

2009-05-09T11:24:00.003+10:00

Just now found out how to create myspace, don't worry, I will still continue to write blog at here. Yesterday just finish my commerce exam, found it quite easier than Science because Science is about Biology and it is quite different from the previous exam format in Malaysia. The questions are quite hard cuz they want you to read a comprehension and the question ask you to use the scientific theory to answer the question. The answer of that question is not in the passage, hard or not ? Yesterday when having my commerce exam, I cannot believe that we all go to the hall to sit for our exam , not in the classroom. Now I only know that what is dewan peperiksaan cuz it is really grand not like taking the exam in the classroom and call that is dewan peperiksaan.

Well, exam have not over yet on the other way it just began, next Friday I have Geography half-yearly and the next next week is another subjects half-yearly too. Alright, have to go now must study hard this time.

劳动节

2009-05-01T17:49:00.002+10:00

5月1日，全世界的人都在庆祝劳动节。但是，我们却必须照常上课因为这里的劳动节落在另外一天。是谁这么无聊，全世界已经订好的日子却偏偏要改掉呢？自作聪明。

而且，刚开学吧了回去就告诉我们有考试。我下星期二就有科学考试而星期五就有Commerce年中考考试。Commerc本身是很难因为都是读关于law，但是为了我的前途著想我一定会坚持下去，绝不放弃。

SUPRISE !!

2009-04-29T15:42:00.003+10:00

Today is the first day of school reopen and the start of Term 2.What is the suprise that you may wonder ? Actually, this morning there was a big suprise to me. This morning when I went to Roll Call, Mr Bate gave me a form that says that I am representing the school to participate in the State Cross Country and that is next week. I could not believe what I have saw, I check from the name list and really there has my name : Qi Jing Lim. I was thinking that it was impossible because I came nearly last in the school cross country. So, during the recess, I went to see Mr Pearson, the school's sports organiser and I said to him that I would not like to participate in this cross country. He just said that it's alright.

Besides that, today I received my marks for my class assessment and formal assessment in English. I scored 21/25 for my formal assessment task in English and 15/20 for my class assessment. My teacher said to me that my standard of English in my class assessment is just the ESL ( English As Second Language) background. It is the type of English which is only suitable for International Students and it is easier than normal English. She said that I need to do more practise and definitely will improve at the end of next year. I did not feel angry for the teacher's comment, I thanks that the teacher give it to me, so that I know how I can improve. But, for my math, I scored only 68% over 100%, I really dissapointed with my marks. How can I score such low marks? But, anyway, I will try harder next time.

Today is Wednesday so we are having sports. Last term I chose badminton as my sport but this term I would like to try something new so I choose tennis and this time it will take turns after three weeks, so I will still meet badminton in this term. But then, I start to regret for choosing this sport, it is because those people to bully me and they think we are stupid. For example, I counted that me and Ash have scored 3 points but they said we only scored 1 point and said that those previous hit were just to serve not as a hit, that is why it is not counted , so unfair and they win. If not, we already win them.

Postcard

2009-04-27T19:36:00.002+10:00

今天才发现原来我来了这么久，都还没有写postcard给我的朋友们。于是，我便拿起来写。当我开始写时，我发现我只想要写给红新月会而已，没有想到要写给别人。可能是因为我时常有跟你们联络在MSN吧！

可是，当我准备停笔时，我突然想起来我应该写两位老师因为他们都少上网，很难跟他们联络，那两位老师是王若琪师及林金辉师。我会想到要写给他们是因为王老师帮我补救了我的马来文，不然的话，我绝对不能拿到A在PMR。我会想到要写给林老师因为他的人实在是太好了，谢谢那两年来对我的信任，也给我机会，谢谢您老师！

所以红新月会的朋友，再过几个星期你们就可以受到我的postcard了，耐心等待呀！

画皮 Painted Skin

2009-04-25T20:34:00.002+10:00

刚看完了《画皮》，觉得还可以。我认为最恶心的部分是周迅将自己的皮脱下来，而只是看到她的原型，我妹妹看了害怕得不敢坐在沙发继续看。不过，最好笑是我以为赵薇是那个抓妖者，原来那个是孙利而赵薇是陈坤的老婆。

今天帮妈妈vacuum地毯，发现原来根不是一件容易的事，因为那个灰尘一直吸不走，还必须亲自用masking tape 把那些灰尘吸上来，真的不简单。原来妈妈每次都是那么地辛苦！谢谢你，妈妈。

最近不知道为什么一直都很贪吃? 林起靖，林起靖，难道你忘了吗？你要减肥，要打蓝球，才能长高，变瘦。林起靖，千万不要放弃，一定要坚持到底，总有一天你会成功的。

Luna Park : Just For Fun

2009-04-17T23:00:00.002+10:00

Today we went to Luna Park located just below the Harbour Bridge. My mum afraid to drive to there cuz it's quite far away. So, we took the train to reach there. At first, we departure from Carlingford station to Clyde. Then, we took another train from Clyde to Milsons Point. After that, we walk a short distance to enter the park.

The first game I played is Hurricane Ride. I tell u it is a horrible game, it go so fast n makes me want to wommid n very dizzy. After that, I cannot tahan after I played, I took a long rest to recover it.

After I recover, I played the Wild Chairs. It was like the Genting we played n swing around but this time it is not as high as the Genting one. Then, we went to the Poney Island. Inside there, it is a lot of funny things tat I havn't played before. Next, we went to play the bumber car, we wait for 30 minutes to play, so long man.

We went to go to play the ROTOR but we went out finally cuz it is too scary. Before we went to ROTOR, my brother get injured due to running to play another game. Then, we played marry-go-round , at least that time I got some time to relax my legs. Lastly, before we went home, we sat the ferris wheel and have a good night view of the city of Sydney. it was so beautiful and marvellous.

Well, that is the whole trip to Luna Park. we reached home at 9:30pm, still not bad. At least my sister still can walk home. So, here are some pictures about the Luna Park. I will put therest of it in my facebook, so fell free to visit it.

The Frist Swimming in Australia

2009-04-16T10:19:00.002+10:00

Today we went to Ryde Aquatic Centre and swim the whole day. Well, my mum quite like it cuz it is an indoor swimming pool but the size of the swimming pool is not big enough. I myself is quite like it and the water is warm so we will not feel the cold outside.

But, the most embarrasing part is when we have a shower after the swim. I can't believe that there has no door for it to close. So, I have to naked in front of everyone and it feel so uncomfortable. At first, it is quite embarrase but later it feel OK already. This is a very interesting experience.

HOLIDAY ! Here I come !

2009-04-09T17:14:00.000+10:00

Today is the last day of school for this term, I am so happy. At least now I can relax. Today was cool man. The teachers did not teach us and let us watch movies, cool man.

But, when the Elective History session, there are only 5 pupils so they said they want to go for PASS. Well, at first I go cuz I don't know wat sports they are going to play. But, when I find out that they are playing soccer, so lame, I said I prefer go back to the classroom to do my works. Well, my holiday is only have two weeks. The school reopens on 29th April.

Well, during this holiday, I will finish my work, do my studys for Half yearly exam in next term and visit the whole Sydney city. Well, hope can do it. So, Happy Holidays everyone and Happy Good Friday for christians !

好开心的一天及不幸的一天

2009-04-08T17:00:00.000+10:00

今天终于拿到了我的speech的分数，我竟然拿到了50/50，实在是太开心了！我证明了英语演讲最高分不是洋人，而是一个亚洲人。我好开心看到他们惊讶的表情因为这是他们意想不到的。不过，老师跟我说其实她给了我bonus mark在我的语法，我非常感谢老师。不过，我跟自己说绝对不会因为这样而变得骄傲自大，反而因为这样我必须improve我的语法。

但是，今天我有数学考试，我以为会比较简单，可是我错了。虽然很多我已经学过了，可是很多它出的问题是我从来没有遇过的。我竟然差点没有做完，最后就尽量想出一些solution然后写进去，不知道有没有帮助。现在，我不想再想这么多，一切就顺其自然吧！

The First Excursion

2009-04-07T18:47:00.000+10:00

Today I went to Pyrmont with teachers and students for Geography side study. It is quite interesting cuz we don't have this in Malaysia. We normally just go for a visit and play. This time, we visit this area and we need to answer the questions tat the teacher prepared, we have to write down the answer whilst walking along the streets, so weird, right ?

Besides that, I also have a chance to see Darling Harbour, crossing the Harbour Bridge, saw the Opera House from a high view and saw the Sydney Tower. One interesting thing is that after we done our excursion, the teachers led us to go shopping before the bus came. When I went through the shopping centres, I ask myself am I in Australia ? cuz all the things tat sold brought me back the memory of Mid Valley, KLCC, One Utama, Gurney Plaza............................................
How I wish if I was in those places !

我以你为荣

2009-04-03T16:54:00.000+11:00

今天我有个坏消息也有个好消息。坏消息是我竟然不能做完Elective History 的考试，仅仅失去了15分，真可惜！但是，另一个好消息是我今天给speech而且没有看稿一字不漏地讲出来，老师很高兴并且说我很棒。在我还没离开之前，她还跟我说我以你为荣还告诉我会给我一张Merit Award。我真的很开心，想到这几天的努力总算没有白费！

其实，从这件事上，我本身认为我这样的做法是对的。至少现在在他们的眼中，我不只是一个平凡的学生，我是有料的。至少他们现在不会狗眼看人低。其实，当我站在班上讲的时候，我是有点紧张及害怕。所以，当我讲完的时候，我松了一大口气！谁知竟然会得到好效果，还好没有白费。

The Worst English Exam Ever

2009-03-31T16:28:00.000+11:00

Today is my first English exam in Australia. It is very hard and I even don't know what they want. I just put the idea that I think is related. I don't know what will be my result. Well, I just don't think about it now. 一切就顺其自然吧！

我的快乐

2009-02-26T19:22:00.000+11:00

到了这一刻，我才知道原来我的心还在马来西亚，因为我时而不时地就想起在那儿的生活点滴。我的朋友，老师，亲戚................................我真的很想念你们。但是，我知道我不能再回去，惟有等到大学毕业，真想快点等到那一刻..................................................

The Start of Something New

2009-02-24T20:02:00.001+11:00

On the 20th of January 2009, we arrived at Sydney, Australia. The moment I step out from the aeroplane, I knew that my next journey of my life will start at here. At first, I am scared because it is a very new environment to me and I will remember in my whole life how we came to this place by somebody.

Well, it has been a month already and now I start to get use of it. I am happy too because nobody know who is LIM QI JING. They only know my English name that is JIN. Nobody will know what is my behaviour before, nobody knows me, they only knew JIN. Plus, in this school I no need to have competition with other students cuz this is not a selective school （精英学校）, only a little students will study hard. I feel very relief at here. Who knows maybe I will love here?

一旦戴上了JIN的面具，林起靖就消失了因为没有愿意认识林起靖，没有人会过问林起靖的过去，没有人会跟林起靖做朋友。于是，林起靖就在大家的眼中消失了因为他们认识的和看到只是JIN, 而林起靖只是在JIN心中过去的影子。当然，我还是比较喜欢你们叫我林起靖，JIN只是给这里的澳洲人容易叫的名字。

最光荣的那一刻

2009-01-09T21:53:00.001+11:00

12月30日，是个很重要的日子。因为我终于拿到了7个A在PMR。我感到我这么多个月来的努力是没有浪费的。可惜，我即将移民去澳洲，不能继续在这儿念书。朋友们，继续努力，开拓一个美好的未来！

当天，我们在夏门还没回来，之前我已经吩咐我爸爸不要去拿成绩，等到第二天我们才去学校拿。可是，他时终没有听进去。当我看到成绩时，我开心得赶去拥抱妈妈，而且还抱得很紧因为我也弥补了我在UPSR的遗憾。那一刻也是我人生当中无法忘记的因为这是我第一次的开心眼泪。